Book Review: Blake Crouch – “Dark Matter”

“Are you happy with your life?” 
Those are the last words Jason Dessen hears before the masked abductor knocks him unconscious. 
Before he awakens to find himself strapped to a gurney, surrounded by strangers in hazmat suits. 
Before a man Jason’s never met smiles down at him and says, “Welcome back, my friend.”

In this world he’s woken up to, Jason’s life is not the one he knows. His wife is not his wife. His son was never born. And Jason is not an ordinary college physics professor, but a celebrated genius who has achieved something remarkable. Something impossible.

Is it this world or the other that’s the dream? And even if the home he remembers is real, how can Jason possibly make it back to the family he loves? The answers lie in a journey more wondrous and horrifying than anything he could’ve imagined—one that will force him to confront the darkest parts of himself even as he battles a terrifying, seemingly unbeatable foe. (Source: amazon.com)

 

It’s been a long time since it felt right to do another book review on here, but this book captured me so much that I feel like I have to, to share my opinion of this exceptional piece of literature with the world.

So…Yes. Yes. Yes. And Yes again.

This book is the one I enjoyed the most from all the books I’ve read recently, and the one I had the most difficulties with putting it down. Plus, it was SO much better than the first book of Blake Crouch’s “Wayward Pines” series (which was the only one of the trilogy I read).

First of all – the main character. Jason Dessen is, despite working in a profession I was a loser in at school – physics – one of the most sympathetic characters I had the pleasure to read about. You’re thrown right into the story from the beginning, and you get to know everthing about Jason and his family that you need to know. I love the banter between him and his wife, and with his old college friend Ryan Holder only hours before things change for him. It’s all described in such a normalcy that it’s easy for the reader to picture every single situation in their own head, because it could be easily you or me finding themselves in that scene. What I especially liked so much about Jason is his integrity; his one and only aim keeps being his wife at all times, no matter what people or problems he’s confronted with, or in what situations he’s being pushed, deliberately or not. Jason’s the kind of person one like me would love to be one day.

All the other characters have their very own charm, too, as I mentioned before, and that’s the only tiny thing that I didn’t like about the book: the fate of one of them, someone a reader like me might come to like at a certain point, is being kept in the open. Maybe it’s exactly what Crouch intended, to have his readers’ minds still alert after finishing the book, wondering what happened to that one character. It certainly left me with that thought, and there’s a part inside of me, that, despite all the satisfaction this book left me with, that would love to know what happens to him/her (no spoilers here!)

Blake Crouch manages to find just the right balance between the technical side of his story, with all the physics stuff, and the suspense he’s building up with every single sentence. The short sentences in general really catch the reader – you read them down, a feeling inside your gut building that something big is going to happen, something scene-changing…and even if it may not, it doesn’t kill any of its overall suspense. If anything, it raises said suspense even more. And although the chapters are quite long, it doesn’t diminish any of the effects they have on the reader; they are enjoyable to the fullest, and reading them, with everything that happens, it seems like it’s just a blink of an eye when you finished another one.

The overall message of the book is amazing, though I am not able to find the right words to explain why.

Just the thought that somewhere in existence, with some “branch” that builds itself with every single decision we make/made in our life, there are hundreds, thousands, millions of other “us” who live in a complete different way, place, circumstance, and that with the right technical knowledge and abilities, these millions of versions of us could clash with each other in some way – it’s as much frightening as interesting as nothing else I ever thought about. It’s such a deceptive way of thinking that anything that Blake Crouch has thought up in his mind can be possible, and at the same time, it just gets more scaring when you think it about in this way: 30 years ago, nobody would have thought about a device like a Smartphone being possible, or artificial intelligence, or robots walking, working, somewhat “living” on their own, and nowadays, we view these things as normal, as “just the way it’s supposed to be”. The fact that the story revolves around the possibility for someone with the right – or wrong – motives to change his own life without changing the timeline of the world, to just simply step into a complete different dimension where one could be more successful, more satisfied, happier – even if it might be at the expense of your loved one’s or friends’ lives, – is strangely intriguing, and leaves the reader with the thought: “What if I had those possibilities? Would I go for it or am I satisfied with the way my “branch” reaches out?” And of course, one other, more important thought:

Will that technology one day be possible in our dimension?

So all in all, “Dark Matter” is one of the most exceptional books I had the honor and pleasure to read during the past year, and knowing that it’s going to be made into a movie in 2018 is just another sign of HOW exceptionally good it is. For people who love books having the theme of “What if…?”, this one is the perfect choice.

 

Carrie – Southwark Playhouse 16.05.15

A – for me – long anticipated piece of musical theatre. And, as one of the biggest Stephen King fans I ever came across, a must-see. I loved the book, and the movie is one of the scariest I can remember. So right from the beginning, it had a lot of expectations to fulfil for me. From the day it opened, the reviews I saw were raving about the show, had nothing but praise for it’s display, it’s actors, it’s songs…safe to say I was beyond excited.

The moment I came into the room where the stage was, the atmosphere had instantly captured me completely.

It was a very small, intimate room with not much seating, and the stage was set right in the middle, with no barriers anywhere – you could stumble and would be slap bang the center of attention. The surroundings were perfectly chosen: creepy sounds, like the whistling of the wind, creaking doors and whatnot surrounded the audience while they waited for the show to start. What was clear right from the start for me that due to the proximity to the stage and the play, it would be very easy for the ones close to the first two rows to really feel with everyone on stage, to feel even more captured and personally involved.

The show itself…what can I say that hasn’t already been said enough? It was brilliant. Absolutely mindblowingly, breathtakingly brilliant. What Gary Lloyd and his team have done out of the book and the movie left me absolutely speechless. The choice of songs that have been created – beautiful. “In”, right the first song at the opening of the show – it has such an immense power inside, the vocals carry you along with them, and their message tells you about teenagers with the fear of an unknown future. “Carrie”, the title song which has vocals that leave you in complete awe – power and heart in one song, all displayed by one of the most stunning voices.  “Once You See” & “Dreamer In Disguise”, two very short but deeply touching ballads who bring out the best in the two singer’s vocals. “Eve Was Weak”, a song that starts slowly and soon turns into a religious and “brutal” piece of music that doesn’t leave you even afterwards because it gets easily stuck in your head. “Unsuspecting Hearts”, which, for me, is one of the most powerful and beautiful ballads ever written for and sung in a musical – not only because of it’s message behind it, but mostly because of the person singing it, giving it not only a voice, but their heart, their everything. These songs, even the more scary ones, all in their own way blow life into the play like nothing else could, except for the actors, of course. They give the characters a voice even if there’s nothing to say. Which brings us to the biggest subject: THE ACTORS.

There’s no doubt that actors make a show/play their own by their acting and singing. There is the stage set, the music, the costumes, but when it comes to it, a show is nothing with its actors. And to be honest, Gary Lloyd did a hell of a job choosing THE perfect Cast for “Carrie”:

Evelyn Hoskins (Carrie White):
What can you say about her without feeling you haven’t said enough? That girl IS Carrie. It’s like she was born to play this role. When news got out who had gotten the role, it was clear that she would have massive shoes to fill – what with Sissy Spacek being Carrie for most people when they heard the name of the book/movie. But the shoes Evelyn has now put on are – in my unpopular opinion – way bigger than anyone could’ve filled them. She outdid herself, completely. Her talent is breathtaking, and her “Carrie” solo was something out of this world. She can hold notes like no one else, and in each of them, no matter how deep or high she has to go, the audience can hear her heart pouring out; everyone around feels that she gives that role and song her absolute everything. Her display of that scared, insecure, bullied young girl who turns into an uncontrolled killing machine was something that was much anticipated by me. If you have read the book as much as I did, you have a certain attitude towards her, and to be honest, I never had such a big compassion for Carrie while reading the story. There was always something that sort of repelled me, as if Stephen King didn’t want his readers to like Carrie. And even with Sissy Spacek I had my difficulties. But seeing Evelyn being Carrie – the instant she stepped foot on stage, head bowed, arms crossed over her books in front of her chest – I felt a rush of sympathy for that poor young girl. There was even some slight comedic talent in that otherwise very serious and sad role, like when Tommy Ross asks Carrie out. Evelyn Hoskins manages to draw the audience even more into all that High School life thing than she already did with just…being there. Her eyes may not be as scary as Sissy Spaceks, but there is a hell of a lot more depth in them.

Sarah McNicholas (Sue Snell):
Sue definitely is a character who one can have a very dichotomous opinion about. On the one hand, she takes part in all the bullying of Carrie in the beginning, but very soon, you realize who hard she fights with her better judgement inside. Sarah McNicholas did that in a way that left me in complete awe. You take one look at her and you know she’s not like all the other teenage girls; she’s a sensitive, caring and loving young woman who just hasn’t found her place in life yet, who desperately wants to fit in where it’s right to. Her solo, “Once You See” , that she sings right after she tries to talk to Carrie and is harshly pushed away, is truly emotional, and the vocals Sarah shows the audience are nothing but beautiful, because there is no doubt that she puts all her heart in what she does on that stage. She’s torn inside and with her performance, she lets every last audience member feel that inner conflict, makes everybody suddenly feel sorry for her – at least that was what was going on inside of me. I wanted to rush onto the stage and hug her, tell her she doesn’t need someone like Chris Hargensen to find the right place in life. The most intense thing about Sarah and her display of Sue was without a doubt her last scene with Evelyn/Carrie. For minutes, she cradles her, crying and sobbing, while the music starts playing again and the rest of the Cast sings the last song. If nothing else, that is definitely the one thing drawing the viewer in, letting them feel as if all of this was real, as if the entire show was more than just that – show.

Greg Miller-Burns (Tommy Ross):
Star of the football team, most popular guy in High School, gorgeous, intelligent – practically the dream guy of any girl in school. And here’s the biggest difference for me: Greg made Tommy seem way more human than how he was in the book or the movie. Right from the beginning, when his classmates tease Carrie after school, he goes up to her and gives her a sort of pep talk (“Hey, don’t listen to those clowns. They’re just messing around.”) And without a doubt – you buy it. You buy it that Greg is absolutely serious about that, that he truly believes that all of the teasing and bullying is just the joke of immature High School pupils. He has dreams, is a talented poem writer and so atypical to how you’d imagine him, and, to be honest, how I remembered Tommy to be. Greg makes the audience feel like they could trust him with whatever is heavy on their heart; and whenever Evelyn and him are on stage together, you feel the tension coming from Evelyn – she wants to believe as much as the next person that not everybody is bad, that there is hope somewhere, and that Greg/Tommy provides this hope. The way he and Sarah/Sue play together is very warm and heartfelt, a more than convincing relationship. You almost think that at the end of the show, they’ll leave the stage together, hands intertwined. His short solo, “Dreamer In Disguise”, just gives a hint of what he can do with his voice, the vocals he is capable of. They say actions speak louder than words, and in that special case, his vocals in this song and the look in his eyes whenever he talks to Sue or Carrie scream of warmth and love for the ones close to him and the ones who can’t defend himself. In my opinion, the audience can’t help but absolutely adore him like the High School Boy he plays.

Gabriella Williamson (Chris Hargensen):
Talking abouz intensity – WOW. Maybe the (for me) most anticipated role beside Carrie. You read the book – you hate her. You watch the movie – she absolutely makes your blood boil. You watch the play – you want to skin her alive (in a good way, I promise). Gabriella is probably THE new big star the West End has brought upon. I don’t even know where to start. Her enunciation and intonation are – BY FAR – the best ones I have heard in a very long time, maybe ever. The mocking undercurrent whenever she faces her teacher, Miss Gardner, or talks badly about Carrie behind her back (or to her face, for that matter) is exactly how most people would imagine a a very spoiled little brat who is used to get everything she wants to talk. And the evil within, that the character Chris has never hidden – holy mother, it’s like Gabriella has sucked it up with mother’s milk to prepare herself for that role for her entire life. I have never seen someone on stage who has such comprehensive aura, who is able to draw someone in in an instant, with nothing but a roll of her eyes or a change in intonation, who has such an intensity in everything she says or does. The scene just before the girls are pushed to apologize to Carrie for their mockery in the shower the day before is the best perfect for that: Miss Gardner gives them an ultimatum, and when Chris realizes that her best friend, Sue, isn’t being drawn in by her anymore, she loses it (“Why are you taking her side?” – “Well well, aren’t you getting to be the Joan of Arc around here…oh, wait, remind me: who was that in there, pitching with the rest of us?” – “Oh  God, you’re sorry! Oh, Little Miss Perfect is sorry!” Only to break out into a short childish chant to try and seem superior) – probably one of the most intense moments this play had managed  to built up. And it takes a hell of a lot talent to display such a horrible character as Chris Hargensen in such a convincing way that you sit there and can’t help but admire her, want to be like her, despite her terrible nature. The casting director did an amazing job with chosing the Cast for all the roles, but that one – if I could, I’d give him an Oscar for that. Right along with Gabriella.

Jodie Jacobs (Miss Gardner):
Knowing Jodie from an earlier production, it was a very exciting thing to see her in something so asbolutely different from the 80’s Hippie she played in “Rock Of Ages”. And yes, she totally blew me away. As I already mentioned, I know the book, it’s one of my favourites. And just a few days back, I started reading it once again, and I realized how different Jodie’s Miss Gardner was from the one in the book (who had a different name, too). But it wasn’t a bad thing; in fact, it was the best thing that could’ve happened. The Miss Gardner in the book is pretty rough and harsh and not really someone you could feel any sympathy for. In fact, you want to shove her off the same cliffs that you’d shove Chris Hargensen down. But Jodie gave Miss Gardner warmth, heart and life. If you know Jodie, you know how much that role means to her, and there is not a doubt in the world that it’s the truth; she puts all her heart and emotions in every single scene, word and note. Her song with Evelyn Hoskins/Carrie, “Unsuspecting Hearts” – I have absolutely no words for that. She kills that song, her vocals are flawless, and together with Evelyn, you get the feeling they sing together for years instead for just a few weeks. And despite the overall horror theme of the play, it gives you an emotional heartbreak because Jodie’s display of Miss Gardner makes you feel like you’re Carrie, like you’re the one in desperate need of a friend, of love and appreciation. And she makes you feel sorry for her, because you want to help her help Carrie; you wish for her to be a real person, someone who really exists out there and who is there for all the weak and bullied and lonely people/teenager out there. If there ever has been a mother figure out there, it’s Miss Gardner in that play. And the fact that if you know the book, she’s not totally supposed to be that sort of very heartfelt woman makes it even more convincing and touching as it already is. So much that I can say: a gym teacher made me cry my heart out and I am very happy about that.

Dex Lee (Billy Nolan):
From the books, I had the impression and the imagination of Billy that he is crazy. Not just crazy, but absolutely insane. You just HAVE to be insane if you go and slaughter an innocent pig just because you want to pull a bad prank on one of your classmates, right? What Dex did was giving Billy a bit more human side; a teenager who’s just got too much testosterone, who has no clear view of his future and only cares about the next party. Dex also gave Billy a comedic side, like, when he topples over in his chair in a very serious moment. He doesn’t make the audience as scared as you might expect from knowing the movie, or especially the book, but despite his nature, there’s something about him that fits perfectly to Billy. And at the end, his jokes, puns and comedic timing even leaves a tiny spot open for you to actually sort of like him.

Kim Criswell (Margaret White):
The crazy, religious mother of Carrie, who raised her child far away from what most people would call “normal”. Kim Criswell is a goddess as Carrie’s mother. The evil within that she shows the moment Carrie opens up to her about her first period, the change from the kind, loving mother into the murderous God-worshipping lady – definitely one of the scariest changes and things such an intimate play can offer its audience. Her vocals are not from this world, and her songs – “Evening Prayers”, “And Eve Was Weak” and “I Remember How Those Boys Could Dance” are so similar and at the same time so absolutely different; Kim gives the audience every facet of her talent, no vocal sound like the next one, and she’s as convincing with her display of the role as anybody could ever be.

The rest of the Cast – Molly McGuire as Norma, Bobbie Little as Frieda, Emily McGougan as Helen, Eddie Myles as Freddy, Olly Dobson as Dale “Stokes”  & Patrick Sullivan as George – each and every single one of them were absolutely breathtaking. Considering that for most of them, “Carrie” is their first professional role in Musical Theatre or Theatre at all, it’s one of the most impressive things. I think Gary Lloyd and his team were very blessed when they found this bunch for their production; young, energetic and positive young people with their dreams all in front of them, and they get such an amazing chance to prove how mindblowingly talented every single one of them is. It fills my heart with warmth and love to still see and read all the raving reviews about the show and its Cast.

Hearing that most of the performances, and especially the last few ones, were completely sold out, just confirms what I, personally, thought and still think of the show: it’s one of the best pieces of Musical Theatre that the West End has brought upon in a long time, with songs that get stuck in your head instantly, and a story, set and Cast that just don’t let you go even weeks after you’ve seen it.

THAT’S what Musical Theatre and Plays are made for. For this kind of unforgettable experience.

THANK YOU, Carrie.

Book Review: John Green – “Paper Towns”

Who is the real Margo? Quentin Jacobsen has spent a lifetime loving the magnificently adventurous Margo Roth Spiegelman from afar. So when she cracks open a window and climbs into his life – dressed like a ninja and summoning him for an ingenious campaign of revenge – he follows. After their all-nighter ends and a new day breaks, Q arrives at school to discover that Margo, always an enigma, has now become a mystery. She has disappeared. Q soon learns that there are clues in her disappearance . . . and they are for him. Trailing Margo’s disconnected path across the USA, the closer Q gets, the less sure he is of who he is looking for... (Source: amazon.com)

I am going to be honest here: after I had read “The Fault In Our Stars” (read my review for it here), – I doubted I’d ever read another John Green book again. Not because I didn’t like it or because it wasn’t good – because it was good, it was amazing, actually, but normally I don’t read books like that, and it didn’t leave me as satisfied as books usually do. But somehow, while browsing through amazon, I came across “Paper Towns”. And after reading the story description, I decided to give John Green another go.

And I am so happy I did.

This book is kind of similar to “The Fault In Our Stars”, considering the main character, Margo Roth Spiegelman. She’s badass. There’s no other way to put it. While reading this book, I liked her from the first second she was mentioned – as a 9-year old, adventure-loving, non-scared little girl that drags her best friend, who is the exact opposite of her, into her weird and adventurous discoveries. As a reader, you just can’t help but helplessly admire that little girl that grows into an 18-year old woman, only a few months away from her High-School graduation, and still badass. I caught myself thinking about how much I would’ve loved to be like her, to grow into someone like her, with so many mysteries about her and an fearless attitude of pure strength. Strong-Minded. It sounds weird, but Margo Roth Spiegelman embodies everything that possibly alot of readers wish to be, too – me included.
But apart from the fact that Margo is one of the best characters that I have ever read about without her being a “physical” part of the story, all the other characters are nonetheless perfectly written:

Quentin Jacobsen
He is the actual main character, and Margo’s best friend when they are kids. One day, 9 years after they discovered a dead body in a park not afar from where they live, she shows up on his windowsill in the middle of the night and takes him onto an adventure of revenge that will change his life forever – and will mark the best night of his entire life. Quentin (or Q, how he’s often named by his friends) is such a lovable character; he’s in love with Margo from the get go, and from the moment she disappears, becoming yet another mystery, his everyday life evolves around finding her, finding out who she really is. He is determined to put everything into his search, even if it means almost losing his best friend and missing out on his graduation. It’s easy to feel sympathy for him, whatever he does – he’s the nice boy next door that you just can’t help but fall for.

Ben Starling
Ben is Quentin’s best friend – and god, from all the characters in this book, I could and can never get enough of him. He’s the most hilarious and sympathetic character I have ever had the pleasure to read about, without any doubt. He’s best described as the poor dork at High School that doesn’t have a lot of friends, but he’s perfectly happy in his own little world, and his nerdy, funny character makes you smile whenever you hear his name. There is one point in the book – in the last of the three parts, – where I almost laughed out loud on the bus (I’m not going to spoil it for anybody here, I’m just going to say “pee situation in the car” – utterly hilarious), and for me, that is one of the best moments of him in the entire book, although I can’t really picture anything that does not strike me as awesome about him. He’s quick-witted, sarcastic, and he handles every situation the way that I personally, would love to be able to handle. He’s that one friend that you just need in your life to get through (High) School, that one friend that makes your life bearable and worth living. So if it’s possible to be in love with a fictional character, then I am now in love with Mr. Ben Starling.

Radar
Radar is the other best friend of Quentin, an Afro-American boy with parents who are obsessed with collecting Black Santas. Radar is kind of the “brain” of the group, he runs an internet knowledge thing called “Omnictionary”, and basically, he knows a bit about everything. Plus, he’s kind of what keeps the friends together, even when there are bumps in the road (e.g. when Quentin feels let down by Ben due to him having a girlfriend). He’s also the one that helps Quentin piece together all the clues that he has to face on his quest to find Margo and despite all the difficulties, he never seems to lose his positive energy, something I really admired through every chapter. He’s definitely the kind of friend someone like Quentin and Ben need in their life: a grown-up, yet still grounded and somewhat “young at heart” young man.

I have to say: for me, the book never really loses its pace, although you would expect that from the way the story developes; in part one, the reader is first introduced to Margo and Quentin and is led into the night that Margo “kidnaps” Quentin for her weird revenge spree, the second part is based on the moment that Margo disappears and Quentin dedicates his life to her safe return home, and the third part describes the road trip of the friends that lead to the ultimate revelation.
Although you might think that the 2nd part can be the one that is the dullest of all, because, basically, all that’s happening is leading Quentin everywhere and nowhere. It can be easy to lose yourself in the storyline, you can get easily annoyed by thinking “He finally found a clue to her! Now he is finally going to find her!” only to then being disappointed again. But for me, that was even more of a reason to keep reading, because I felt like the disappointments that Quentin felt whenever he realized he wasn’t closer to finding Margo than he had been before, was my disappointment. I felt like I was Quentin, because I could easily empathize with him – which is only one of many reasons why this book is the perfect example of modern literature.

My favourite part – without a doubt, – was definitely the third part, which is called “The Vessel”, where the friends start their road trip. I think I have never grinned so much at every single chapter, and neither did I ever have so many difficulties to not laugh out loud at what I was reading. For me, reading something and instantly having the situation infront of your inner eye, is beautiful (although I have never been in the USA, neither have I ever been on a road trip of 21 hours), and it makes the story so much more vivid than it already is.

The end was something I did not expect in the way it happened. I will not spoil anything for anyone here, because honestly, I think everyone should read this book for him/herself. But what I’m going to say is this: the end made me highly emotional. I barely ever cry over a story/book (mostly due to the fact that I always read thriller or horror books, I guess). But right now, I am a somewhat emotional wreck, because I don’t even know how I actually feel about the end. In some way, it’s the best ending that, in my opinion, the author could and should have come up with. In its own way, it’s absolutely perfect.

And for me, that is enough to give this book a special place in my heart. John Green now definitely has me as a fan among his readers. “Paper Towns” is one utterly beautiful piece of literature.

P.S. Please make Ben Starling a real life person that lives next door to me and is single. Thank you.

Book Review: Chris Carter – “One By One”

‘I need your help, Detective. Fire or water?’
Detective Robert Hunter of the LAPD’s Homicide Special Section receives an anonymous call asking him to go to a specific web address – a private broadcast. Hunter logs on and a show devised for his eyes only immediately begins. But the caller doesn’t want Detective Hunter to just watch, he wants him to participate, and refusal is simply not an option. Forced to make a sickening choice, Hunter must sit and watch as an unidentified victim is tortured and murdered live over the Internet. The LAPD, together with the FBI, use everything at their disposal to electronically trace the transmission down, but this killer is no amateur, and he has covered his tracks from start to finish. And before Hunter and his partner Garcia are even able to get their investigation going, Hunter receives a new phone call.
A new website address. A new victim. But this time the killer has upgraded his game into a live murder reality show, where anyone can cast the deciding vote.

Oh my sweet Lord.

Officially, this book isn’t even available in Germany yet, but as Chris Carter is one of my 3 favourite authors of all time, I couldn’t wait and already got it for my Kindle. And good God, am I glad I did.

It often happens that you’re reading a book that’s so gripping, has so much suspense that you feel like you just can’t put it away even for a second. I think a lot of people can relate to that. But has anyone ever read a book that was so gripping that you didn’t want to read it too quickly because then it would be over too soon?

“One By One” did this exact thing to me.

I will not be giving anything away by explaining the entire story here, but the three people that are being killed during this book are being tortured in the worst possible ways I have ever read about, and I have to admit, one of the killing methods gave me the absolute creeps.I still feel a shiver going through me when I just think about it. But if you are a person who loves these kinds of books, thriller with a lot of brutality – psychological brutality as well as physical – then this book is the best choice for you (just as it was for me). For the first time ever, Chris Carter even goes as far as enter the holy grounds of Carlos Garcia’s personal life, which was shocking and exciting at the same time – you read certain chapters and you read and read, because you just feel the physical need to know how it ends for him.

What I especially love about this book is the hidden message behind it. People are publicly voting for someone else’s destiny without any remorse. If that is possible nowadays (I know this is just fiction, but still, there are possibilities everywhere…the human mind can be cruel), the reader might be asking him-/herself how far the world has come, what big of an impact do social media websites and the internet in general have on everyone’s life?

And the end…wow. I had tears in my eyes at one certain of the last few sentences, and I felt a slight heartache throughout the entire last chapter, because from what is said, you have no idea how it will go on from there, if the damage that has been done will ever be fully repaired. And me as a huge lover of the Hunter/Garcia story/bromance, it’s almost impossible to wait for Chris Carter’s next masterpiece. In one of my earlier blog posts about my all-time favourite books I’ve already talked about their friendship (by the example of “The Crucifix Killer”), and I still think they are the best detective team I have ever read about. There is so much friendship, respect, humour and whatnot between them that you might actually forget that they are not even real, that they are just made up characters, and you just wish they were real, that you knew them. And the fact that in “One By One”, you get to see more of the serious sides of both of them is really interesting for a change, compared to all the witty, snippy comments and amicably banter that the reader gets to see in the other books.

All in all, “One By One” is one of the best thriller novels I have read in a very very long time. First time a book is so gripping I never want it to end and prolonged reading chapter after chapter. So I really hope Chris Carter doesn’t wait too long to publish a new thriller, even if it’s a big thing to wish for, considering this novel has just been published.

Well done, Mr. Carter. You and Mr. Stephen King now share one and the same step on my “That one author that will forever be my hero” podium. Congratulations.